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Sunday, 30 June 2013

Materialistic Life..huh

Strange world we are in and always will be in.

...A materialistic life, yes a materialistic life has so much impact
that it truly makes every natural thing looses its touch and its essence
Especially when its a clear view of what someone wants than you itself.
Then again there is another form where its a backup feel of someone's
materialistic life becomes a good base even when there is nothing special about them
as in money wise and career wise.

Nothing wrong with asking something that is so common to lead on life,
but how strange it is ..when the approach in someway or the other is on the base of
certain previous bricks or the wall we are standing on. Certain walls that makes us look
huge or tall but thin and weak and low is not acceptable in the world of love.
The love of actual feel exists but it exists in a way that...something is definitely necessary
to lead on a life. Strange me as well where I never saw this, just because I am male?
because I need to find ways to make that only special spouse that I ever wish to make her happy by all means from heart.
But putting this all aside...just knowing some where or the other...a good material life does add on as a good personality and back up plan for someone to define more than your idealism, good nature and behavior patterns.

Why does is it pinch ! cuz its true, got to accept it because the heavy part of it is if there is a true love exists than these sort of pinches which might be the reason even a tiny bit or the major one...should be ignored otherwise life becomes hell. The fact is and always be, love that works that has some economical status wise similar or higher especially for a man and a woman. No woman can stand someone lower than her and yet the word dominating exists. Why should this ever be eliminated when they truly define this as their need in the back of the head. Good to be a man? may be in this case...for some who don't see anything beside love and the soul they seek for. What they see is...the struggle to make it even more better by being with someone.

Why does is it pinch! cuz love is a free set of mind than a hold back of some reasons that our soul reaches out unknowingly and the fact remains as if that didn't exist, thinking couldn't have been possible. Thinking ! there the word comes ..Thinking? Since when did heart started thinking if it (love) exists in true hearts? called love as an "it"...its actually an "it" in the world of today ..an "it."

Sunday, 3 July 2011

A day I woke up to stop narrating my thoughts in my head

So I'm not so good in writing daily life stories or thoughts but considered to start narrating my thoughts than the poetic form of when I'm in the need mood.

Alright this morning after I woke up...I was hoping for some sun just like yesterday where I got things started off in a smooth way, but sigh...I'm pushing myself again BUT not missing a chance to realize with slightest warmth in the temperature that I missing to be in a place where I want to be

that will be in the last after I stop listing the places that I want to visit (just a visit)

Just looking at his picture reminds me of Paris, France or any other UK countries where the oldest colonial times built these sort of sculptures, historic buildings etc.
By the way this picture is taken within the city I live in and glad that I could picture the entire dream in one shot

Next place that I was thinking of to visit is or the place that has always enchanted me is prairies of Canada or just drive along the scenic views only during the summer. The beautiful lakes that gives the fresh feeling of water that calls to stay by it or the mountains that surrounds around to give the strongest desire to love each every moment of it. 

Wanting to experience these, I do want to go with someone not just anybody and not just any close friend either but with someone who actually enjoys, understands and somewhat see these places with the interest that I have....and no if that person has to ditch me for drunk party/club being  in a city of angel...then sayonara (isn't that bye bye in japanese?!)  Im glad that I can recall from one good trip I had with a friend when I went to victoria and that was great, times did bring us to boring station but somehow we pulled out to enjoy it together and not isolating each other. Anyway times are fun and enjoyable than by yourself.

Now where I really wanna be at this very moment is any tropical Island by the south of States... preferably Caribbean...because I would rather sign up to live in a warm weather by the beach where the palm trees are there with nice white sand and ....just relax because there's lot of exotic dances are going in my mind. Seriously if I have a chance I will move the location of my dreams and not be bounded to live because of social status or be proud city for its natural beauty. I have few tastes in life and I believe one should totally live there life of dreams after all once chance to live your life why not live it by your choices than rules.


Friday, 6 May 2011

If there is a face down, its right here !

I write my blog with a free spirit
but when it comes to the point where I want to desperately type something out...
Never get the words straight enough.
This may sound like a good way to start writing anything
BUT WHO CARES!

I woke up today, with a mildness in my heart
Is it because I started sleeping in a direction that I did long time back...
Why could it be a big deal?
Well it does no matter how badly I tried to HIDE  from myself
Because it certainly brings back memories...
What can I say I live of the life by having small things that led to BIGGER events

I miss my teenage life at times just the part from 17 onwards...
As I was enjoying the freedom of what I needed to input towards myself.
Wish I inputted the write amount of hardwork...
Today would have been a completely DIFFERENT world around me...
I wouldn't have woke up alone ~

Tears....after 10 years I thought my emotions has gotten stronger...NO
Im aquarian known to have less feelings with a way more practical life
and I always considered to be opposite to what is said.
I was turning in to the reality of aquarian as I ran with life or RAN away from life to forget certain past.
Isn't that what most of us do? to go away from pain....
Yet I have not let myself down, something that I've craved  in life
A heart that will have true feelings once in lifetime...FOREVER

Now that I have created that feelings...that hand aint there anymore.
Not because its rainy, I want to cry but because it never dried away.
I may feel proud that my feelings are still strong and will be...
Yet it hurts to carry it along and I can't let it go...otherwise my life will LET ME GO.
What hope ! What Dreams ! What surprise! What MIRACLE!~
No such thing will ever happen again....

Tuesday, 29 March 2011

11 years of reign

Eleven years of reign has to come to an end
Years that passed by had put in various situations
Sometimes I wonder whether they were made for my lessons
Or were they in exist due to my faults

Can't bring back the time that passed by
Yet I haven't lost the spirit that I held Eleven years back
A drive that I promised a commitment and shattered it over the years
still awaits for me to finish the drill

Once in my school life I won the race that was impossible for me
Once again in my life I'm unable to win the race for last Eleven years
Shall needs to come to an end ! with the spirits I hold now...
has more deadlier and strong will to pursue what I wanted
Eleven years of reign is in a closer view of its end.

FWD Notes

Forwards



Boy: 
Is Your Name Google?

Girl: 
No! ... Why?
...
Boy: 
'Cause U Got Everything I Am Searching for....

If a thousand people love you,
I am in that thousand.
If a hundred people love you,
I am in that hundred.
...If ten people love you
I am in that ten.
If only one person loves you,
thats me

I'm Not Shakespeare To Write For U,
Im Not Jakson To Sing For U,
I'm Not Piccaso To Paint U,
I'm Only Someone Who Just Want To Say: I'll always Remember You..!

Love is as much of an object as an obsession,
Everybody wants it everybody seeks it,

But few ever achieve it,
Those who do,

Will cherish it,
Be lost in it & among all,

Will never ever forget it......!!!

To FEEL some one in every HEARTBEAT,
To FIND some one in every THOUGHT,
To SEE some one with CLOSED EYES
and
To MISS some one without reason....
....is lOvE....

Boy : what should I do? 

Girl : just follow your heart.

Boy : what do you think my heart says ? 
...
Girl : I don't know... I'm not your heart. 

Boy : you're most of it. ♥


If I couldn’t spend every second of my life beside you, 
then I would rather waste every second of it looking 
down on you from heaven than be with someone 
else knowing my heart still and will always belong to you.

Never say sorry to one...who ♥ loves ♥ u....never say bye to one....who needs u....never blame the one....who really trust u....never forget the one....who always remember u...........

A Small Boy Found A Tear, 
In His Lovers Eye, 
So He Hugged Her, 
Still The Girl Continued To Cry, 
Boy Asked: 
...Why ??? 
The Cute Girl Replied: 
If For Every,
Tear, 
I get A Hug From U,
Then I Would Cry Forever.....(((~ 

Love meanz to see someone with closed
eyez,, to miss some1 in crowd,, 2 find some
1 in every thought,, to live for some1,, love some
1,, but sure that sum1 is ONLY one

Never waste an opportunity 2 say
‘I love U’ to someone U really like
B’coz it is not everyday U’ll meet the person
Who has the magic to let U fall in love........♥

Relationship doesnt get closer by meetings,
But it is sweetend by THOUGHTS.
I care for u, in my own STRANGE way,
MayBE U’ll never know,
MayBE i’ll never show....!!!

" People who hate you are just the Confused Admirers , They Cant Figure out the Reason Why Everyone Loves you ...."

Behind Every Successful Luv There Is A Friendship. 
But 
Behind Every Separated Friendship There Is A Love..

Happiness + Smile = You

Utter quitely as 1 may hear a heart beat
Let not the words slip off from those lips of yours
As the secrets will reveal

Speak the words in a tale of 2 essence
That the Beats request those eyes to repeat your soft words again
1 may only feel your words with sense of the air around you

And Let our breath not be heard by the world around us
Get closer that even the distance may not part us
And be lost in ourselves with a space for shyness

Another day of pain !

Another day of pain...
Sitting, lying and then sitting and then lying...
Sometimes I stare in the mirror
Every single breath that I breath in and out
Rays of light come in and then disappear to leave me in the dark !

Not giving it in, not going to be weak to listen peoples sacrasm
Ones who live in the world of sarcasm forget that they are nothing but a joke of there own lives
They forget that there sarcasm shows there weakness in my eyes
Not mine !
I'm Aditya, I rise...I rise every morning regardless what weather it could be
I make sure my surroundings doesn't melt me down.

Yet again I'm human, I just carry the title of the Surya(sun) God 
I may not hold all the powers of a sun, but I do hold to feel & prevail them
I strive to push myself ...(pause)
I will strive to push myself in my last breath ...if it takes that long to get myself out
Out to get another thing done !

As long I breathe, only reason I will be able to pull it through is
because of warmth of hope, dreams, family and love...
they hold nothing but a true meaningful LIFE !
approach to me as friend you will receive the love,
come to me as diety I will worship you
BUT if ever come to me as back stabber..
Every ounce of fire will evolve from me!