I write my blog with a free spirit
but when it comes to the point where I want to desperately type something out...
Never get the words straight enough.
This may sound like a good way to start writing anything
BUT WHO CARES!
I woke up today, with a mildness in my heart
Is it because I started sleeping in a direction that I did long time back...
Why could it be a big deal?
Well it does no matter how badly I tried to HIDE from myself
Because it certainly brings back memories...
What can I say I live of the life by having small things that led to BIGGER events
I miss my teenage life at times just the part from 17 onwards...
As I was enjoying the freedom of what I needed to input towards myself.
Wish I inputted the write amount of hardwork...
Today would have been a completely DIFFERENT world around me...
I wouldn't have woke up alone ~
Tears....after 10 years I thought my emotions has gotten stronger...NO
Im aquarian known to have less feelings with a way more practical life
and I always considered to be opposite to what is said.
I was turning in to the reality of aquarian as I ran with life or RAN away from life to forget certain past.
Isn't that what most of us do? to go away from pain....
Yet I have not let myself down, something that I've craved in life
A heart that will have true feelings once in lifetime...FOREVER
Now that I have created that feelings...that hand aint there anymore.
Not because its rainy, I want to cry but because it never dried away.
I may feel proud that my feelings are still strong and will be...
Yet it hurts to carry it along and I can't let it go...otherwise my life will LET ME GO.
What hope ! What Dreams ! What surprise! What MIRACLE!~
No such thing will ever happen again....
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